The Journal

Every entry is a step forward.

14 entries spanning January 2015 to December 2017. A chronicle of love, loss, faith, and finding light.

2016

Dear Sasha

Dear Sashabear - Today is Father's Day and it is also your birthday. It's been 505 days since I've last seen you or held your hand. 12,120 hours since…

2015

March 20

How are you doing?

\"How are you doing?\" Isn't that the question of the year. We all ask this question, to everyone we meet, to everyone we know, to everyone we haven't seen for a…

February 18

THANK YOU + MEMORIES

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone. It feels like everyone I've ever known and who has known Sasha has either text, called, FB messaged, sent flowers,…

February 11

Day 14 + 15

There are many of you wondering what happened at the end and were anxiously awaiting an update from me. I won't go into too many details but here is a timeline…

February 5

I Promise

We were married on May 19, 2012 on the same stage that we will hold his memorial on February 7, 2015. I am finding the words to write my eulogy and I want all…

January 29

Day 11 + 12 AND Part of Day 13.

I don't have it in me to write much so I'm just going to give you the bullet points from the last few days. It's just been so busy and chaotic...I know you all…

January 27

Day 9-10 + Visiting

http://terzichfamily.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/IMG6105.jpg Family http://terzichfamily.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/IMG6115.jpg Thank you to the UCI…

January 24

Day 6, 7 & 8 - One Week Done

I miss my husband. He misses us. A lot. It's been a week now and sure we only have 2 weeks left maybe less...I'll explain later! but we sure do miss each…

January 23

Special Guest Post - 1/22/15

Just had an amazing day today and am so thankful again for all my visitors and all those who continually pray for me. I especially want to say that I’m so…

January 22

Day 5 - Almost Done

I didn't get to see Sasha in person but I tried to squeeze details out of him in order to update everyone! He still feels good and no side effects as of yet :…

January 21

Day 4 - Time + Thanks

Today was a great day. He called this morning to tell me that the tumors have not grown and one actually feels like it shrunk!! Praise God! We don't want to…

January 20

Day 3 - Hanging Out

Getting out of the house with a baby is difficult and I'm still learning how to get out before 11am. Needless to say, we didn't get to have our breakfast date…

January 18

Day 2 - Chemo Starts

We found out today that the preliminary tests from his bone marrow biopsy showed less than 2% of abnormal cells. That is a GOOD thing!!! We were first told…

January 17

Day 1 – Praises + Prayers

http://terzichfamily.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/01/IMG5949.jpg Kisses before the hospital We were sooo relishing in that extra night he had at home that…